>.<''

regret...

2011-04-16T13:20:00.000-07:00

From 28 FEB 2011 , i passed my driving ,
but till today 17 APRIL 2011 ,
i not even touching the gear of a manual car ,
i wonder why i went to learn driving ,
i'm just wasting my money ,
i should have wait,
wasted 1 k for that another "ID" to prove myself a Malaysian,
i know i shouldn't say all these,
but i really don't understand why,
maybe i shouldn't complain a lot as there are many people didn't drive
even at age of 20++
but ,
i got a driving license
i'm not learning it and waste 1k for fun,
i ain't going drive to far places,
just wanna drive near my area,
or maybe go find my gf or friends,
seriously i'm upset with this,
i know i'm a beginner ,
but since i got my license,
not even a people bother to teach me,
everyone say when they are free,
but at the time they're free,
they just find some crap excuses such as
wait few more days la, you're still new, don't have extra cars or tired
seriously i'm really fed up
feel like i'm a stupid fool
why i go get myself a driving license at the time i knew myself just won't able to drive anyshit?
i really don't know how to express out my unhappy,
FUCK THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

maybe for those who are currently viewing this post might feel ,
i'm not the only one who can't drive a car,
but ,
all i want is to save my time when i wanna find my gf ,
save my time when i wanna find my friends,
i know many of u guys might feel i'm just too greedy
u wouldn't fucking understand my fucking feeling
don't u?
i don't really like to be fetched seriously,
when the time i wanna back home,
i have to persuade my friends to fetch me back ,
i got a fucking license but i can't even drive a shit
i'm feeling like i just threw 1k into deepest part of a ocean
maybe i'm still not mature enough,
because many of you guys think public transport is cheaper or fetch by friends is great,
or maybe driving is tiring,
but for me,
i rather waste money & time to drive,
i just wanna drive,
but i know,
the situation just won't allow me to do so,
i'm thinking like since i can't drive for now,
why am i still so silly go throw 1k for driving,
till the moment i'm able to drive
maybe i already forgot how to shift gear
seriously i'm deeply disappointed and upset,
when i telling these out,
people will just come and comfort me with
fetch by people is one of the happiest things , or save money of whatsoever rubbish damn shit

i just can't control myself when i talk about these
got to calm myself.. :(

Finally =)

2011-01-27T06:20:00.000-08:00

Its been awhile since my last post =)
now my exam already over :D
i break for a month teehee =]

yesterday ,
we celebrated gavin lee kang lun A/L lee poh woh birthday LOL
sing K at sungai wang greenbox
had fun and enjoyed :)

I got a big great news to share ,
and that is...
MY PHONE IS FINALLY BACK TO ME :D
after 6 or 7 months
finally finally finally
=]

and for those who aren't going back hometown this CNY ,
i got a movie suggest for you all--------Great Day (天天好天 )
it was a nice movie :D
this movie had changed my mind
and i decided to go back hometown =)

I'm sorry dear ,
i had promised you for several times that i would update
but due to my laziness i delayed it everytime
LOL
now i apologize to you :D
accept my apology?
U got NO choice haha

shall end here =)
bye :D

First Year :D

2010-12-21T06:51:00.001-08:00

Soon , very soon ,
Its gonna be the first year anniversary with my gf =)
Kinda hard to believe ,
I mean time pass too fast
DONT MISUNDERSTAND LOL
24/12/2009-24/12/2010
the very first year ,
I'm sure there's more to come right?
HAHA

Just few more days ,
but i just can't wait to make it faster =)
can't wait to see what's her present XD
I'm sure i had prepared a good present :)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Many things has happened in this one year ,
I had changed ,
I think =)
I learned a lot of things ,
To go after a girl is hard ,
But the harder part is to maintain it ,
And the hardest part is to tolerate between themselves ,
Many couples broke up cause they fail to do so ,
I ain't trying to say that I'm good in it
I had gone through a tough time for it =)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The things that I hate the most ,
has finally came ,
THE FINAL EXAM =________________=
from 6 of JAN-17 of JAN
SHALL WORK HARD FOR IT
not gonna retake it =)

*happy first year anniversary*
DEAR SIU WAI
I LOVE U

I'M BACK

2010-12-11T11:24:00.000-08:00

It's been a long time , a long long time ,
after few million times of request by my gf ,
i think its about time to update my blog to prevent getting punches
LOL

I can't really remember for how many months,
I didn't update the blog ,
LOL ,
I'm here to apologize to my gf
cause i had promised her long time ago
but end up didn't update
due to laziness haha

Few days ago ,
I went to KLIMS (kuala lumpur international motor show)
guess what?
perodua and proton is so ambitious =)
their showgirls is really SOMETHING you don't really wanna miss ,
the proton showgirl wore like a air hostess =.=
and WHEN YOU SEE THEIR FACE , THERE'S NOT A THING THAT YOU WANNA SAY ,
CAUSE THEY ARE AMUSING , JUST THE WAY THEY ARE .

About cars , proton and perodua showed their very POWERFUL CONCEPT CARS .
But ,
its always a concept ,
it won't be sell i think ,
cause its almost impossible for them to make such a nice car using our technology .

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

About me ,
going face final exam few more weeks later ,
not prepare yet ,
LOL ,
and this month is December ,
which means my relationship with my gf ( LOW SIU WAI )
almost one year from 24-12-2009
just few more days to go =)

Being a good bf is really not an easy task
but i will try my very best to do it =)
I'm not a superman , but i will try to make YOU happy always
although sometimes we might get in argue ,
but i think every couple should have face it right?
haha

I'm not a very good bf and even a sweet talker ,
perhaps I'm a good listener =]
but sometimes i might give my opinions
and i know it would be hurt
because my tongue is the most powerful weapon of world =)
it can tear your heart easily =)

I just wanna let you know ,
I'm happy for having you as my gf ,
I would love you more if you allow me to =)

I always hopes that I can make you happy all the time
But somehow ,
my stupid mouth and tongue hurts you more than cheer you
=X
I apologize to you my DEAR

I hope you can forgive me
and I really LOVE YOU even more than words can say =]
I'm so happy to have you as gf
I LOVE YOU LOW SIU WAI <3

I don't care what will happen in the future ,
even the world ends at 2012 ,
or world war III will starts ,
I will be right there for you If you allow me to .

I<3u

sem break~

2010-09-09T23:41:00.000-07:00

after the exam ,
we are given 3 weeks of holiday ,
sounds great right?
the first day of holiday ,
I can feel how "great" was the holiday..
SIEN ! SIEN ! SIEN !

and yesterday (9/9/10)
i felt sick .
and this is really sucks .
the body felt like got burnt ,
and dizzy all the day .
FUCK IT!!

I haven't start enjoy my holiday
and yet i fall sick now!!
Damn the fucking flu ,
fucking fucked my holiday up!!
stupid asshole !!

hope you are beside me now =)
I LOVE LOW SIU WAI

WELCOME BACK =)

2010-08-01T04:16:00.000-07:00

From 25 JUNE 2010 until now ,
its really been awhile since i update my blog ,
some is calling it as a DEAD BLOG ,
and persuade me to update it ,
its not that i don't want to but I'm just too lazy =]
BUT NOW ,
I am gonna to "revive" it .

24 of JULY ,
was my 7th months anniversary with HER ,
we were enjoying ourselves =)
although I can't really remember where we went for dating on that day
but ,
as long as be with her ,
no matter at where ,
I WAS ENJOYED =)

28 of JULY which was Wednesday ,
I finished my class at 5.30 pm ,
then ,
went for a walk at night market with her =]
just because that I wanna see her .

30 of JULY , Friday .
we both went to sing at LOW YAT REDBOX .
by the time I woke up at 11 am ,
I knew that I'm having a sore throat ,
and yet I was about to sing ,
but who cares , HAHA
then we both had a great time at there ,
and of course with my sexy voice haha .
After the singing , we went to Secret Recipe's and then T-Bowl Restaurant ,
at Sungai Wang =]
and guess what?
the food we ordered was about fried chicken and tomyam .
my voice became SEXIER haha .
After that meal ,
we went to buy 2 tickets for Saturday =)
The Sorcerer's Apprentice and SALT .
the two hottest movie of the week .

At 31 of July ,
we watched it =)
was nice =)

Today , the very first day of August 2010 .
was a great day .
But in deep of my heart ,
I wasn't really that happy .
All of a sudden , felt like I'm always a person whom broke promises .
Sometimes , I doubted that decision I made was really my heart's will?
or I'm just fooling around and wished to had great fun ?
I knew I'm always that type of "fooling around" people .

well ,
Should end it here and I promised to update always =)

TO BE CONTINUED

我好想你哦
我爱刘小惠
MUACKSS =)
希望你每天都开开心心

From : Your stupid BF =D

6th months(half year) anniversary ♥♥

2010-06-25T09:00:00.000-07:00

well ,
it's been awhile since my last update ,
cause of the busy-ness of college stuff ,
lol
anyway , i am still able to cope with it ,
thank God =)

yesterday , 24 of June 2010 .
was such a memorable day for me ,
the relationship between me and my sweetheart has gone to another stage
we have been together for 6 months ,
and it's already HALF YEAR =DD
was totally happy and excited ,
but it was a waste that yesterday I was busy with my PTPTN loan ,
and after class end ,
it's already 4 pm ,
so we didn't celebrate and postpone to today xD
today ,
we met up after she finish school ,
that was around 1 pm ,
and then we went to SG WANG and look for her shoe ,
then we got it at Pavilion .
then ,
we bought TOY-STORY 3 tickets and enjoy the movie =)
the movie was quite nice but the most important is she's with me =]

In a blink of an eye,
we been together for 6 months
there was nothing else except happy
together with her ,
I am relaxed and feeling comfortable
I hope there's more 6 months to come
and it WON'T END FOREVER

I LOVE YOU
SIUWAI

Forever Love

永恒的爱

我爱你宝贝
刘小惠

我承认我并不是一个很浪漫的人，
但是，
我会用尽我所能，
让你感到快乐，幸福，
我要让你每天都快快乐乐，
我不能说我一定做的到，
不过，
我答应你，
我会努力让你做个幸福的
小女人

我♥你
LOW SIU WAI

finally

2010-06-05T06:19:00.000-07:00

finally ,
the moment that i have waited from 2nd of MAY until 6 of JUNE..
about 35 days..=D
hahaha
i am too happy until don't know how to express it out..
haha..
just happy =)
the person whom i miss a lot
the person whom i miss for the whole time
the person whom i wish to hug her tight tight
the person whom i wish she could beside me whenever i face problems
the person whom i need to express my internal feelings to
the person whom can make me laugh whenever i am sad
the person whom i like to be kind to
the person whom i miss her all the time

IS FINALLY COMING BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!
I CAN'T BELIEVE..
BUT IT'S HAPPENING RIGHT NOW!!
hahaha

well ,
should end here..
and wait her come back tomorrow
and i shall update my blog again =)

我爱你小惠
MUACKSS

happy X)

2010-05-29T22:07:00.000-07:00

next week sunday ,
6th of June...
SHE WILL BE BACK...
MUAHAHAHHA..
so happy =)

finally ,
after waited for days and days..
so happy until dont even know how to express it
LOL

college life is not bad..
but those lecturers keep on giving us pressure about assignments ==
told us about the consequence of fail assignments ==
was really scared
LOL

getting stress =.=
please come back faster..
I NEED YOU !!!

我爱你小惠
MUACKSS

college life -.-

2010-05-19T23:12:00.000-07:00

10 of May 2010 ,
my first day of college...TARcollege
LOL ,
first day went there and listen to endless speech and speech..
this and that...-.-
my class ( BUSINESS ECONOMICS )
got around 20 people only..cold door >.< xD
and male around 8 people
others are female =]
was enjoying my college studies so far =)

but transport....=.=
lrt to masjid jamek then another lrt to wangsa maju then bus to school
macam JOURNEY TO THE WEST =.=...and cost beta RM10 per day -.-
LOL

still got around 23 days ,
then my dear will come back to me xD
hahaha how wonderful xD

我爱你小惠
MUACKSS XD

6 days le

2010-05-07T07:26:00.000-07:00

well..
6 days has passed ,
but ,
i am still missing her -.-
although 12 june she will be back..
but ,
i still can't wait to see her ..
haha xD
36 days to go until she finish her national service training...
I really can't wait any longer le haha

我爱你小惠
MUACKSS

1st of May

2010-05-01T07:13:00.000-07:00

today..was 1st of may..labour day~
Mr.fatty brian , me and my dear went to eat dim sum at pandan indah early morning..
fatty gor treat us xD
then ,
me and dear went pavilion..
and you guess what?
the cinema was full of people..
they were queue and waiting to buy tickets..
we planned to watch IP MAN 2 by DONNIE YAP..
so I started to queue up..
queued for 20 minutes..
luckily still got place to seat -.-
iron-man was selling too damn fast~
at 11.45 where i started to queue..
the tickets from 12 until 3.30 already sold out -.-
LOL..
then ,
we went to WONG KOK's RESTAURANT to have our lunch xD
watched IP MAN at 3.30 pm =)
was enjoy and seriously I like his sentence..
你认为分胜负重要点，还是与家人吃饭重要点？
DO YOU THINK TO FIND OUT WHO'S THE WINNER IS MORE IMPORTANT , OR EAT WITH FAMILY IS MORE IMPORTANT?..

haha..
after movie..
we went to eat snowflake xD
was really enjoying today =]

tomorrow my dear's gonna back to NS camp le -.-
haih..
time do flies
5 days has passed just as fast as this..
we must appreciate people around us =)
kinda not happy..
cause my dear gonna back to NS camp..
but ,
I know she wouldn't happy if she found out that I'm sad..
So ,
I would make sure myself is always in a happy mood =]
I REALLY LOVE HER MUCH MUCH..

刘小惠我爱你
MUACKSS

she's back!!!!!

2010-04-28T10:39:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!!she's back..just like dream comes true =)
dear..I've been waited for days..and finally you are back!!
MUACKSS..
27of April..
at 2pm..during my breaktime..
i went to PRETTY PETALS xD
order a bouquet of roses =)
costs me rm70 -.-
but nvm =D
after i finish my work..
I went to hang tuah lrt station as fast as i could with the roses
because I can't wait to see her surprise face xD
that day was drizzling..
and i was walking from times square to hang tuah lrt station..
my body was wet..and the people on road..
was looking at my roses !! xD
from their faces..
i could know how irresistible was the roses for girls xD
those raindrops on the roses make it more wonderful =]
well..
stepped into lrt..
i can feel that i was in everyone's eyesight
LOL...
especially woman~LOLX

after 5 minutes ,
reach maluri lrt station..
then , went to find her..
with my right hand holding the bouquet of roses at my back..
she said : you don't play play ar..
then , i passed her the bouquet of roses
and i said : it's for you..=)
and the moment i gave her the roses..
Her emotion..was stunned!!
hahaha
she said : very shy eh..
i said : I'm not a very romantic person xD
she said : how am i gonna shopping with the roses -.-..
i said : i will take those item and you take the roses..
she said : how am i gonna back home with items and roses..
i said : i will accompany until back home only i leave =)
she said : why you buy flower to me? why waste money..
i said : because wanna give you surprise lo dear and i love you lo and if it really does make you touched .. i don't mind the little money been wasted =]
she said : 傻佬

then , we started our shopping spree
LOL..
but only she bought things..
i didn't buy anything..cause bolui~ haha
then , we went to Madam Lim's to had our dinner xD
haha..
then took some photo..
but due to my phone's got problems now..
so can't post those photos -.-
but ,
it's really sweet xD
after dinner ,
accompany her to back home..
she holding the roses all the time while i take her shopping items
LOL..

For the whole day , i just keep on smiling..and looking at the face that i had been waited for days..and was deeply happy of the moment she happy until can't even say a single words..and receive the roses =)
I know that in deep of her heart..was truly touched =) and i am happy yet excited as she really touched =] I really very happy cause my hand can finally hold a hand that was waited for 30 days xD

DEAR ,
I LOVE YOU =]
我爱你 =]
SAYA CINTA KAMU =]

我爱你小惠
MUACKSS

yea!!

2010-04-25T20:30:00.000-07:00

tomorrow 27 of April my dear will back
MUAAHHAHAHA
after 29 days ,
she had come back to me tomorrow =)
xDDDDDDDDD

4th month anniversary~

2010-04-23T20:39:00.000-07:00

today is our 4th month anniversary le =)
but , she's not with me -.- T_T
sad~
after 2 days she will back to me x)
27 of April
she will be back..
can't wait for that day =]

my shop manager taking bus to Johor today..
All the best for him =)

沿途與他車廂中私奔般戀愛再擠逼都不放開
祈求在路上沒任何的阻礙令愉快旅程變悲哀
連氣兩次綠燈都過渡了與他再愛幾公里
當這盞燈轉紅便會別離憑運氣決定我生死

祈求天地放過一雙戀人怕發生的永遠別發生
從來未順利遇上好景降臨如何能重拾信心
祈求天父做十分鐘好人賜我他的吻如憐憫罪人
我愛主同時亦愛一位世人
祈求沿途未變心請給我護蔭

為了他不懂禱告都敢禱告誰願眷顧這種信徒
用兩手遮掩雙眼專心傾訴寧願答案望不到
唯求與他車廂中可抵達未來到車毀都不放開
無論路上歷盡任何的傷害任由我決定愛不愛

祈求天地放過一雙戀人怕發生的永遠別發生
從來未順利遇上好景降臨如何能重拾信心
祈求天父做十分鐘好人賜我他的吻如憐憫罪人
我愛主同時亦愛一位愛人
祈求沿途未變心請給我護蔭

為了他不懂禱告都敢禱告誰願眷顧這種信徒
太愛他怎麼想到這麼恐佈對綠燈去哀求哭訴
然而天父並未體恤好人到我睜開眼無明燈指引
我愛主為何任我身邊愛人
離棄了我下了車你怎可答允

A nice song by Miriam Yeung =)----------少女的祈祷

我爱你小惠
MUACKSS

boring~

2010-04-22T20:24:00.000-07:00

yesterday ,
22 of April ,
My shop manager's last day..
He's going to transfer to Johor's Giordano shops..
so ,
we brought a cake to him =)

today is 23rd of April..
tomorrow would be our 4th month anniversary le
Dear..
I miss you like crazy even more than words can say
Faster come back ba..
I will right here waiting for you >.<
I LOVE YOU SIU WAI

我爱你小惠
MUACKSS

yes! no !

2010-04-20T20:58:00.000-07:00

6 more days to go
My dear will come back to me le xD
Just another 6 more xD
Can't wait to see her la
FASTER PLEASE !!

But ,
My shop manager FELIX gonna transfer to Johor's SKUDAI and CITYSQUARE le...
This friday...
Although he's not my best friend but..
The friendship of this 4 months will stay in my heart forever..
ALL THE BEST..

It's already 24th days without you le my dear..
>.<
but still I wanna say that
我爱你小惠

19th days

2010-04-15T21:13:00.000-07:00

it's the 19th days ...
27 she will come back to me for 5 days =)
can't wait to hug her >.<
I miss you very very much ar dear..
I hope time can flow faster...
So that I can see you faster...
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH
I just want you to come back to me
That's all I want..

Please..FASTER!!

我爱你小惠
MUACKSS

15th days..

2010-04-12T03:48:00.000-07:00

well , well , well
15th days has passed..
but nothing changed..
I'm still missing her all the time
and hoping she can come back as soon as possible..

dear..
I miss you very very very much..
I'm sorry that last sunday I couldn't go find you with your family
>.<
but I promise that I would go next time
this I promise you..

I miss you much
I really do hope you can faster come back to me >.<

我爱你小惠
Muackss

9th days without dear

2010-04-05T21:07:00.000-07:00

I used to hear people says that time flies..
But..
why now is only 9 days passed >.<
I do hope Siu Wai can faster come back to me..
I really miss her much much
26 of April she will be back and
stay until 30 then she will back to the camp..
I wonder why those who has been listed for form six
can't come back earlier ..
she said those idiot at there told her so
as this is the new rules..
such a fucking crap by fucking useless idiot

ALL I WANNA SAY IS PLEASE
FASTER COME BACK TO ME
I MISS YOU VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH !!!

我爱你小惠
MUACKSS

4th days without dear ~

2010-03-31T20:10:00.000-07:00

today was 1st of April
which means is April Fool's
LOL
But ,
Dear is not with me ,
If not I can trick her =]

Just another day without her ,
Life continue in a lonely way ,
Hopes she can faster come back to me

I LOVE YOU DEAR
MUACKSS

我爱你小惠

3rd Days without Dear

2010-03-30T21:16:00.001-07:00

today was the 3rd days..
and yet i am totally depressed..
how could i wish that she can come back just by end of April
I was thinking of her every moment
Worry about her
I'm scare that she can't able to cope herself at there
Don't like to eat malay meal
haih -.-

Dear ,
I very miss you
Faster come back to me ba

Yesterday ,
Salary has been bank in ,
But still I am not happy
I used to share my happiest moment with her.
But now she's not beside me ,
The feeling of happy and excited has gone
All i ever want is
FASTER COME BACK TO ME
我爱你我的宝贝 MUACKSS

我爱你小惠

2nd days without dear

2010-03-29T20:04:00.000-07:00

Well ,
It's 2nd days without dear..
haih
Miss her badly
and hopes she can able to suits herself over there..
Hopes she can faster come back

Dear Siu Wai !!!
I LOVE YOU MUCH MUCH
MUACKSS

我爱你小惠

Day Without Dear----01

2010-03-29T02:30:00.000-07:00

today ,
29 of March 2010
my dear went to PLKN -.-
haih..
sad..
that's all i can say
I hope she can suits herself there..
worry about her >.<
Although promised her won't cry
But the moment the bus started ,
My tears drop like water -.-
haih..Dear I really hopes I can see you now -.-
@@
now she can only use the phone during weekends
I very miss her eh..
haih =.=
She been arranged to Kem Gambang (PAHANG)
haih..
I MISS HER BADLY

Dear ,
I know you might not seeing what i post now..
But ,
I really hopes you can come back faster..
I love you dear..

Days without you was totally suffering..
No people chat with me ,
No people care about me ,
Aikss..
DEAR SIU WAI !!
Faster come back !!!!!!!!!!

I am waiting you

Muackss

我爱你小惠

Movies =)

2010-03-27T10:45:00.000-07:00

22 of March..
watched "Alice In The Wonderland" with my dear =)
the movie quite interesting
the cat in the movie was cute..=)
haha

24 of March..
early at the morning ..
went to TAR college to submit registration
wasted lots of time..
But seriously..
TAR college full of leng lui haha
LOL
my dear gonna angry if she saw this
BleX!
But the time taken to reach there was simply ''AWESOME''
take STAR LRT to Masjid Jamik
then , PUTRA LRT to Wangsa Maju
then , sit bus to reach TAR college
it took lots of time
no jokes !!

That day ,
was my 3rd month with my dear and you know what?
i thought i would settle my registration in 2 hours
and who knows...
it tooks around 4 hours..-.-''
then ,
I get to Pavilion at 3 pm..
My dear's face was dark...@.@"
OMG!!!!!
she's not happy -.-
well..
with my superb talking skills
of course i manage to cheer her back =)
went to watch "How To Train Your Dragon"-3D
comment : nice =)

my dear gonna leave me for months..
I'm gonna miss her for sure
Dear..
I LOVE YOU
Muackss
Dear..
you must take care of yourself..
I can't at your side everytime
So ,
You must take care of yourself..
Your hubby , I
Will right here waiting for YOU
Muackss

我爱你
刘小惠
我会等你回来
爱你哦
宝贝

sunway =)

2010-03-20T10:24:00.000-07:00

17 of March
Cassandra birthday =)
went to sunway lagoon to celebrate it
well ,
having nice time there..
especially bringing my dear Siu Wai to play the amusement park
"roller coaster" , "tomahawk" , and much more
LOL
when playing the tomahawk..
she was scared
and i have to drag her to play it =)
but honestly
she was not enjoying
maybe she was really scare of it?
she almost cry and i felt so guilty
dear..i'm sorry for it >.<

I enjoyed the wonderful moments with my dear =)
At around 6 ++ we went to FULLHOUSE to have our dinner..
seriously when the moment we reached there it was full house -.-
then , waited for around 10 minutes
we finally can have our dinner..
and the most important is..
the waitress over there was pretty
LOL
hope my dear don't mind >.<
but no matter how pretty they are..
they are just strangers in my life..
my dear SIU WAI will stay forever in my heart..
i really love her no matter what
nothing can replace you in my heart
YOU are my everything in my life
you might not believe but i will prove it to you
dear ,
i really love you much
Muackss Muackss

20 of March 2010
went to eat pizza with my dear at Pizza Hut
was enjoying to eat with her..

my dear...
i really love you very much
muackss muackss

我爱你小惠

11 March 2010

2010-03-11T08:29:00.000-08:00

Finally..it came..
Got my fucked up result
What to do?
Just face it ba =)
One surprise..
I got A- for account..
Only 1 A haha paiseh

My dear?
8A's
Fuiyoh..Pandainya =)
Love u much dear
Muackss Muackss

Many people think that I should satisfied with my result..
Cause there's no C in it..
1 A- , 6 B+ and 1 B-
LOL..
But honestly for me..
I think it's quite disappointing..
But sometimes we should thankful for what we giving of..
So just let it be ba..haha
Although wasn't satisfied for what I got..
But..just accept it as a fact of never study..
And I should really thanks to my account teacher..
Although she might not seeing my blog but still I got few words to her

THANKS PN.KHADIZAH

Dear..
Although I am not a perfect boyfriend
But still I will love you as much as I love myself
I promise you I will do my best when I enter college
I take on my words

我爱你小惠

MUACKSS

9 of March

2010-03-09T20:33:00.000-08:00

9 of March 2010..
worked morning shift..
after work..
sure la find my DEAR xD
went to watch movie..
"HERE COMES FORTUNE"
was nice =]
haha
no matter what movie it is..
as long as watch with my dear
it was a great movie
Blex!

Tomorrow..
11 of March 2010..
a paper that will decide my future will come to me..
my dear was scare of it neither me too
haha
but no matter what our result is..
still i wanna be with you
i won't let you face it alone
together we will face it
Muackss

today was 10 of March..
another 19 days..
T_________T
seriously i hope the time can past slowly..
i don't really hope 29 of March will come
i don't want to leave her even for a day..
and yet now i been forced to leave her for 3 months..
>.<
haih..

one last word
我爱你小惠

3rd March 2010

2010-03-05T07:54:00.000-08:00

Went to Mid Valley by KTM..
You know what?
KTM is as slow as turtle..@@ no joking..
Have to wait for 30minutes only it will come...

Reach Mid Valley..
Bought 2 movie tickets
THE BOOK OF ELI (quite boring)
FROM PARIS WITH LOVE (quite nice)

After movie..went home..
Another nice day with my dear =]

Today 5th of March..
My dear called to shop and told me 2 "GOOD NEWS"
1st : the SPM result will be out at 11 of March..
2nd: she will be heading to Pahang for her National Service at 29 of
March..

Before I answered the call , I was in a happy mood =]
But after I answered the call , I was in a sad mood =[

I am going to take the paper that decide my future at 11 of March and yet my Dear will have to leave me for 3 months at 29 of March..
Haih..神啊救救我吧！

我爱你小惠

2nd month anniversary

2010-02-24T19:52:00.000-08:00

Well ,
In the blink of an eye ,
Yesterday 24 of February 2010 ,
Was my second month anniversary with my DEAR =]
ENJOY ! xD
Went to watch 14 Blades with her..
haha
After movie then accompany her to shop..
Then..
I back to my shop and work..
Until 6..I sign out ..
Went to find her break..
Then ,
Me myself alone go watched 72's tenants of prosperity =]
Although was quite boring watching movie alone..
But the movie was great haha..

This was the second month I've been with her..
Feeling great..
YOU are the one who I've waited for 17 years..
I won't let you go away anymore
I love you and this is the fact
No matter how or what
I will still love you
No others can grab you away from me
MUACKSS

我爱你小惠

22 of February 2010

2010-02-22T19:35:00.000-08:00

LOL
Such a wonderful day in my life..
Went to visit dear's parents at around 1.00 pm
Was freaking nervous..
Haha
Luckily only her mom and a baby in the house..
@@ =]
Sit at her house until 1.45pm
Then went to have movie at Timesquare..
The Wolfman..
LOL..
I am also a wolf..but colourwolf..if you know what's my meaning xD
After finish movie..
Go bought something then head to my house =)
Haha..
My dear was nervous too hehe
Having dinner with my parents..
Then I accompany her back home..=]

today was a nice day
I was enjoying
我爱你小惠

CNY @ Valentine's

2010-02-16T19:48:00.000-08:00

12 of February I went to order a bouquet of roses from Pretty Petals which at Timesquare LG floor..10 roses for rm100 -.-
But ,
Who cares?
It's a Valentine's Day..
Which girl don't want roses?
So ,
When 13 of February..
At my break time ,
Went to get the flower and put it in my staffroom..
Then ,
Started to plan how am I suppose to give my dear a surprise..
Decided put in the long box and wait for my dear come to find me when she finish her work..
....
Time passed....
6.30 pm
My dear still haven't come to find me..
Went to staffroom to check my phone...
@@!!
Her parents took her back from her shop..
My plan all gone..
My mood?
From freaking happy to freaking dissapointed..
That moment ,
I was thinking of throwing the roses into dustbin..
After a moment ,
I called her..
Tell her what I really planned..
She was at her house..
Then , she took taxi to Pandan Jaya LRT station and wait for me and my roses LOL
The moment she saw me with the roses she was happy..
But me ,
Still in a sad mood..
After giving her the roses..
I accompany her to wait bus to back to her house..
She trying to cheer me..
Of course ,
I am not that type who easily angry xD

14 of February ..
When all chinese was celebrating their Chinese New Year..
I was working at Giordano..
For the sake of money $$ xD
You know what?
I really do hates those fucking cibai sohai Indon , Myanmar ,Bangla..
They fucking thought this was their nation ..
Enjoying while public holidays..
They were really stupid..
When they looking at ladies denim..
I told them it's for ladies..
But still they were grouping there and seriously they were thinking which to buy and wish to have a try..
OMFG! I wish to slap them as hard as I could..
Seriously ,
I am really dissapointed for what happened in our nation..
THIS IS MALAYSIA..
Not UNITED NATION..
We don't really fucking need those cibai foreigners to stay in our country..
And you know what?
When they stay here ,
They born their cibai idiotic fucking useless sohai son and daughter..
When their sohai son reach the ages of schooling..
They would fucking sent their idiotic son to our primary school..
And you know what I am really worry of?
I am afraid that one day..
My future generation would marry with those kind of cheap ass
Not because I don't like them..is..
I hate them to the fullness..
Please la..
I don't want they stay in our country and causing economic problem to us..
Please do something..

Yesterday , 16 of February..
Work noon shift..
My dear off yesterday..
She planned to have a movie with me..
Ok..I am fine with it xD
Watched Percy Jackson And The Lightning Thief..
Was a great movie..xDD

Time to stop..dude
Hope you enjoy reading xD

我爱你小惠

tooth fairy =]

2010-01-25T19:12:00.000-08:00

21 January 2010..
Dear work noon half..
And I off on that day..
So ,
We went to watch movie..
Tooth Fairy by Dwayne Johnson (the rock)
Quite funny..
Was a good movie xD
I sat on A-20
Siu Wai sat on A-21 (that day date)
Enjoy xD

3 days later...
24 January 2010..
A day that I waited for long time..
My very first month anniversary with my dear SIU WAI xD
Having lunch at zanmai xD
Was really enjoying the moment =]
You know what?
Wasabi was great xD
Muahahaha
Hope I am able to celebrate every month anniversary with Siu Wai =]

Now..is going to end of January..
Just one more month for me to be a GIORDANO worker..
Kinda confuse..
At the starting days..
Kinda regret worked for Giordano..
But now ,
WAS ENJOYING MY LIFE AT THERE..LOL
From working ,
We can get more experience..
We can see what real life is..
The reality of life..
Sometimes ,
I really don't know why..
No matter how good you are..
How good u treat people..
There's still some fucking backstabber
Will stab you from behind..
But ,
Not stabbing me xD
Just don't really understand why would he doing such fucking ass things..
Haih..
Why la..
Why would you wanna do such idiotic things to hurt people @@
Now..
We trying to boycott him..
Kinda pity huh?
FUCK it !!
You are the one who asking for it..
You DESERVE it !!

Don't want talk about that rubbish ass anymore..
Spoil my blogging mood nia..

Ok la..
Stop at here
我爱你小惠

J 13 = January 13 / =X

2010-01-13T18:52:00.000-08:00

January 13 2010..
My very first time dating with Siu Wai =]
Went to watch movie..Old Dogs..
A wonderful movie that you won't wanna miss it xDD
Yesterday was January 13..
The place i sat also J 13 and she was sitting beside me =)
LOL

Before movie..
Went to starbucks having our coffee..
Enjoy watching her make up..
Was holding the mirror so that she could make up lol..
Very pretty xD

Then ,
Went to movie at 1.40 pm..
The movie started..
Was really a GOOD movie..
I LOVE THE MOVIE SO MUCH =)

Hope the next movie we watch together is as enjoyable as this one =x
HAHA...

I LOVE U DEAR =]

happy =]

2010-01-12T18:59:00.000-08:00

In a relationship with Siu Wai xD
Today was the 19th days..=)
But in deep bottom of my heart she was there =]

Believe me dear..
Our relationship will last long =)
Actually..
I enjoyed the moment YOU complain to me
I enjoyed the moment YOU beat me and seriously please harder xD
I enjoyed the moment when we holding hand
I enjoyed the moment YOU pretend as angry
I enjoyed all the moments with YOU dear =]

If I could get a chance to lock our relationship into days..
I hope it could be FOREVER..
You know why?

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU SIU WAI =]

Now ,
I am still trying my best to be a good boyfriend xD
Hope YOU don't mind that YOU was in relationship with a stupid boyfriend =)

-___________-

2010-01-06T08:27:00.001-08:00

Life is not as easy as you think..
Life is full with challenges..
But no matter how hard it's gonna be..
As long as you with me..
I'm able to pass through it..
I just wanna let you know..
I'm enjoying my life with you =)
Believe me..

I am a totally newbie to relationship..
Maybe lots of stuff I have no idea =)
But trust me..
I will always make you smile =D
Maybe I am not a good boyfriend..
But trust me..
I will try my very best so that I can make you happy
When you are with me =]
I won't let you regret xD
Maybe I am not as perfect as other's boyfriend
But trust me also..
I will do my best so that you could proudly tell your friends
That..My boyfriend was a perfect boyfriend =]

BELIEVE ME DEAR..i can always make you smile =)

my friends

2010-01-03T05:48:00.000-08:00

Today my 'bradas' went to bukit jalil to take their bus..
head to their National Service destination..
Thomas , Yuh Yang , Kai Min..
My 3 bradas has left me behind and go to their NS training ground..
Suddenly felt lonely..
Luckily I still got my others brada xD
Suddenly miss them wanna play basketball with them @@

to dear..
I am enjoying my life with you too =]

2009-2010

2010-01-02T08:51:00.000-08:00

2009..
A meaningful yet special year for me =]
I got my very special christmas gift........my dear xD
My very special gift ever..
2009..
The end of my secondary school life..
MBS..bye bye =]
The feeling was strange...
The first day I stepped into MBS..
Saw all the boys over the school..
Feels like wanna leave this gay lou school..
But after 5 years studying in this "gay lou" school..
Feels like don't want leave it..
My joy , my sad was left in MBS..
Kinda sad -________-
Bye my teachers =]

2010..
Should I welcome you?
But even if I don't , still you will come -.-
I am 1 year older ==
Hope I can always be with YOU dear =]

*For someone*
Don't worry..
You won't stand the chance to let me die..
You know why?
CAUSE I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HER =]
Thanks for your remind too =]
If don't mind..leave a comment ba..
Let me know that you already view my post..
I know you know who I mean

One last word..HAPPY NEW YEAR xD

Love xD

2009-12-28T19:30:00.000-08:00

Suddenly get flu -.-
Grr!!
But nevermind..
As long as you with me..
I am strong enough to against this xD

Don't want to write too much..
Just wanna say I LOVE YOU----- ♥SIU WAI♥

Extreamly Happy =D

2009-12-27T07:42:00.000-08:00

My sister got her PMR result on 24 of December 2009..
And you know what?
As I expected..
8 A's again -.-..
Proud of her =]
LOL..
Congratulation =]

And a very happy things had happened..
My life is different start from that moment =)
An unforgetable moment of my life xD

25 of December..
My very first time to hold a girl's hand =D
Muahahaha
The happiest moment xD
I LOVE YOU DEAR :D
Muackss Muackss

-.-

2009-12-21T19:28:00.000-08:00

21 of December 2009..
First day working at Giordano..
Kinda nervous..
But lucky didn't get scold @@
The people there was nice =)
From 2.oo pm work until 10.30 pm
Reach home at 11 pm @@
Quite tired
But got support from HER..
I am BACK again !!
SUPER LIM xD

Gave a gift to HER..
Hope SHE would like it xD
I don't know what to buy..
Go search at PAIR WORLD..
And bought a mini pillow and phone accessory =]
Really do hope SHE would love it
haha

I LOVE U !! =]

=D

2009-12-19T19:29:00.000-08:00

THE LEO HAS CRIED...
the feeling of crying was sucks!!
really sucks..
my eyes feel pain..
zz..
the last time i cried is 2 years ago..
cause of something..
this is the first time i cry for friendship and girl..
-_________-
feels that i am useless pretty bastard
a boy should never ever cry..
BUT
according to doctor..
cry can make eyes feels better..
but seriously
i cant feel any better...
it makes my eyes tired and pain..
Grr!!!

I know maybe YOU will doubted whether I am just fooling her
or trying to hurt her..
BUT ,
Let me make you clear..
I WON'T
I will try my utmost to not let her sad..
So you don't have to worry about SHE had chosen a wrong guy..
I know you are good..
I am not trying to insult you or tease you
Just wanna let you know..
YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO REALLY LOVE HER
I didn't says that you cant try to get her back..
But ,
Do you realize that..
The more you try the more sad she got..
Just because she had to think over and over again..
As I love her ,
I don't wish to see anybody to hurt her..
I thought you are same with me?
I thought you don't wish to see her sad also?
Don't prove me wrong..
I respect you as I respect her..
I won't ask her to ignore you..
It's all up to her..
I know you could read what am i writing..
I know you will view my blog..
I hope you would leave a comment =]

I know you love her as much as I am..
But ,
Love a person not suppose to let him/her happy?

I really didn't meant to ask you give up
Don't misunderstand..
I am not that bad..
I understand the feeling..

Soon or later ,
when she accept me ..
I want the whole world to know
I LOVE HER
muackss muahahaha =]

=]

2009-12-17T22:37:00.000-08:00

I am happy..=D
Because of some reason..
But ,
I don't know how to express the feeling..
I don't wish to express it here..
Because I know HE would view my blog..
I don't wish to see him sad either..
Sorry I really don't mean to say this..
But I LIKE HER..
I know you might hate me..
But sorry..
LOVE IS NOT THE MATTER OF KNOW LONGER OR JUST GET TO KNOW..
I know you are not happy..
But ,
Just accept it as this is the fact..

I LIKE HER..
I don't care whether you happy or not..
As this is fact..YOU MUST ACCEPT IT !!

By the way ,
Sorry if my words insult or humiliate you..
I just wanna express my thinking..
That's all =]

=]

2009-12-16T02:48:00.000-08:00

Recently was very happy
Living a happy life =)
Why?
Don't ask me why..
Not I don't want to answer..
Is..
I don't have the answer xD
She had choose what she want..=)
She had go..
I hope she will be happy for her choice..
I thought I should be sad and emo..
But..
I am FREAKING HAPPY !! Muahahaha
Even she had choose another guy..
But still I am happy..
For some reason =]
Don't ask why xD
As I said..
I DON'T KNOW WHY =P
Bye CY ( tata )
hahaha

I never lie =D
Believe me =)

haha

2009-12-14T05:46:00.001-08:00

lol..
today we went movie with wai jie..
the most happy de is wai gor no doubts..xD
the wai gor is BRIAN !! =]
then ,
we went to play bowling..
the game i hate the most..
-.-
was weakest among friends..
cant even over 50 @@
LOL
i know it's unbelievable..
BUT..
it's truth..
my bowling really sucks -.-
Don't ask me for playing bowling next time..
REALLY LIL BIT UGLY xD
having fun..
NOW I AM FREAKING HAPPY =D
don't ask me why..
because I also don't know why xD
Today was a happy day =)
14/12/2009 =]

2009-12-12T23:12:00.000-08:00

A nice shirt =D

-.- (english version)

2009-12-12T06:18:00.000-08:00

Things that should gone had gone..
Now I am free..
It's time for me to get back things that belongs to me..
Although the percentage of success not even more than 20%..
But,I will try my best..
But not sure whether I will stand until the last second..
Maybe I am too naive..
At least I feel so..
I am nothing..
I got nothing..
I am just a stranger in your life..
You are perfect..
A people like me..
Will only ruin your flawless life..
I don't wish one day me or you will regret..
Haih..

失败者的告白 T____T

2009-12-09T04:47:00.000-08:00

要走的都走了，要过的也过了。。
现在我自由了。。
该是时候去追求我想要的东西了。。
虽然，成功率也不过20%。。
但是，我会尽我所能。。
也不包定我会坚持到底。。
可能是我太天真。。
我也这么认为。。
我什么也不是。。
我凭什么。。
我只不过是个在你生命中的一个路人。。
你是多么的完美。。
而我这种人。。
也只会在你完美无缺的人生上。。
留下瑕疵。。
我不希望将来有一天。。
我或你会后悔。。
haih..
=。=

The End

2009-12-07T16:33:00.000-08:00

7 of December 2009..
The End of my SPM..
Should I happy?
Maybe..
A message from U makes me numb..
I don't know what to say and what to do..
==

Why la..why..

比我幸福。。。陈晓东

2009-11-27T09:53:00.000-08:00

望着广场的时钟你还在我的怀里躲风
不习惯言不由衷沉默如何能让你都懂
此刻与你相拥也算有始有终
祝福有许多种心痛却尽在不言中
请你一定要比我幸福才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说苦爱不用抱歉来弭补
至少我能成全你的追逐
请记得你要比我幸福才值得我对自己残酷
我默默的倒数最后再把你看清楚
看你眼里的我好馍糊慢慢被放逐

望着广场的敝幽慊乖谖业幕忱锒惴?
不习惯言不由衷沉默如何能让你都懂
此刻与你相拥也算有始有终
祝福有许多种心痛却尽在不言中
请你一定要比我幸福才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说苦爱不用抱歉来弭补
至少我能成全你的追逐
请记得你要比我幸福才值得我对自己残酷
我默默的倒数最后再把你看清楚
看你眼里的我好馍糊慢慢被放逐

放心去追逐你的幸福
别管我愿不愿孤不孤独都别在乎!
请你一定要比我幸福才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说苦爱不用抱歉来弭补
至少我能成全你的追逐
请记得你要比我幸福才值得我对自己残酷
我默默的倒数最后再把你看清楚
看你眼里的我好馍糊慢慢被放逐
放心去追逐你的幸福
别管我愿不愿孤不孤独都别在乎!

成绩。。

2009-11-24T19:19:00.000-08:00

SPM正燃烧我的眉头。。
而在这种十万火急的当儿。。
让我知道了。。
我真的是个失败的人。。
不应该错的都错了。。远离原定的目标又远了一大步。。
我真的真的好害怕。。
我得不到我想要得成绩。。我已经后悔了一次。。
真的真的不想让我再次面对那无奈的感觉。。
原本有信心的科目。。现在经然成了担忧的科目。。
我真的尽了我的能力了。。
好害怕一颗 A 也没有。。
到时还真的是丢脸丢到家。。
虽然，父母不曾对我施加压力。。
可是我知道其实他们对我是寄于重望。。
我不能在让他们失望了。。
其他垃圾我在也不会放在心上了。。
我一定要好好地完成我的SPM。。
不会有任何垃圾阻止我了。。
我会全力以赴。。尽我能力。。众望所归。。
剩余的是会记，科学和经济。。
我会加倍努力。。不会在让自己留下任何得遗憾。。
我肯定不会在让两年前的事有机会重演。。
一定不会！！！

还有我的朋友们。。一起加油吧！！

Finally..

2009-11-23T23:52:00.001-08:00

Finally la that day has come..
Day that i waited for so long..
Finally u came..
For the first time I really feel that DotA is meaningless..

I was playing this meaningless thing for years..
My youth and my time..has gone..
It will never come back to me again..
This was the first time I felt so..
Haih..
And today...maybe moral paper ruined my mood..gua~
Haih..
The day that I afraid of ..finally it came..
I was facing it without any feeling..

Nice Song

2009-11-13T18:56:00.000-08:00

心如刀割。。。。张学友

我的天是灰色我的心是蓝色
触摸着你的心竟是透明的
你的悠然自得我却束手无策
我的心痛竟是你的快乐
其实我不想对你恋恋不舍
但什么让我辗转反侧
不觉我说着说着天就亮了
我的唇角尝到一种苦涩
*我是真的为你哭了
你是真的随他走了
就在这一刻全世界
伤心角色又多了我一个
我是真的为你爱了
你是真的跟他走了
能给的我全都给了我都舍得
除了让你知道我心如刀割

The Time Has Come

2009-11-08T21:19:00.001-08:00

9 days to go..ARE U READY?
Nooo~ just hope that what i doing now can able to save me from FAIL~
I don't want G anymore..although my friend is G..=)
I really hopes that all my friends can do their best in SPM...
We can only take once in our live...A first time and also the last time..
Don't leave yourself a REGRET~
That's all my friends...
DO YOUR BEST AND GET THE BEST =)

Class Party~

2009-10-31T22:24:00.000-07:00

31 of Oct 2009 is my secondary school last class party le~
abit sad lo coz lil bit ugly~ haha ini tiada kaitan ~xD
2 day before class party our superb class teacher...Pn.Noor Fadzilah
came to class and said tomorrow if u all not bringing money then just study in class...@@ ini ayat yang paling kejam saya pernah dengar~
So the next day means 30 of Oct we broght rm10 each person
last minute's class funds =='' geng leh? Don't feel jealous xD
So the party time has come~ budget got 140 only == pity T_T
With rm140 what else we can eat other than KFC...banyak kesian~
Saat yang dinanti-nantikan telah tiba...
When we reached the door of the damn KFC the ****ing door is closed == what the ****!!!@#$%^&
Then we stand there for around 10 minutes...only the worker open the door for me and my friend...
Waited from 10.30 to 11 only we can able to get our food oOo WTF
At 11.15 we started our party with music =) EAT EAT EAT!!!
enjoy~

ini kawan saya~agent csa =)My ironman's friends
Future accountant...

2 superb maths teacher xD

Graduation Day... 毕业典礼。。。

2009-10-23T19:10:00.001-07:00

二零零九年十月二十三日，是我学涯中的第二次毕业。。
10 October 2009 , is my second graduation day of my school life..
不懂为什么感觉就是怪怪的，记得小学毕业时，还有一点感触。。。
Don't know why the feeling is so strange , i still remember when i was in primary school graduation day , i felt like wanna cry...
可是，今天我的心情却很无聊，听人演讲听到我睡着了。。== 这是千真万却的。。。
But , today i felt very boring , listen to those speeches until i fall asleep.. == this was true....
可能是思想成熟了吧，听到那些千篇一律的演讲，难免会感到有些不耐烦把。。。 =D
Maybe i am mature ady , listening to the same repeating speeches , its hard to not feeling sleepy...=D
话虽说毕业了，可是还是必须要上学。。。这毕业典礼有意义吗？
Although we had graduated , but still we have to go school to study... what's the point of this graduation day ?
嗨~
Haih~

1 more month to go =..=''

2009-10-15T19:14:00.000-07:00

PMR is just over at 13 of October..
My sis celebrate like crazy..
I stand aside and looking and just by looking i realize something
That is...SPM IS COMING!!Don't worry this is the schedule for the SPM only...
Mr Peraga comes into our class and tell us...
Firstly i wanna wish u all Happy Depavali...
AND second i wanna give u all this time table....

AFTER receiving this exam schedule...who else can really enjoy?
T_T....=..=''

我的倾诉...

2009-10-06T01:41:00.000-07:00

为什么，每一次这样的问题一定要发生在我身上。。
为什么每一次我要等到事情发生后，才来懊恼后悔。。
虽然，我知道如果我不努力，后果肯定是八九不离十。。
可是，偏偏我就是这种爱自掏苦吃的人。。
两年前的后悔是否会在明年三月中重现。。？？
只剩一个月了，我还来得及吗？
明天我的妹妹就要面对她的PMR了 , 希望她可以弥补我两年前的一个遗憾...
再一个月左右...就到我了..我能顺利过关吗?
我会重复两年前的遗憾吗?
明明清楚知道再不读书 , 就会凶多吉少 , 可是我还是不闻不问...
我脑袋里到底装什么? 难道正的除了玩和浪费光阴 , 我真的无所是事了吗??

俗语说:一寸光阴 , 一寸金 , 寸金难买寸光阴

这是一句人们时常说的话 , 可是能做到的 , 有多少呢??
希望我可以提起那份早已让我抛到九霄云外的努力..
在这时间进行倒流的情况下 , 让我能够赢一场翻身仗...
让那些小看我的人的眼镜统统跌掉..哈哈

这两年以来 , 这可是我第一次用华文来写部落格..好不习惯哦..
如果有任何错字 , 可以写在chatbox让我知道我的错字..^^

张智霖祝君好

2009-10-06T01:12:00.000-07:00

聽你不斷呼叫我劃破寧靜我的心下墮在難過
講不出愛沒結果口和唇緊緊閉鎖看也一話都不說
害怕連累你一生日月憾無缺只差跟你曾遇過
給過你太多波折寧願沒擁抱共你可到老
任由你來去自如在我心底仍愛慕如若碰到
他比我好只望停在遠處祝君安好雖不可親口細訴
說太多話我想說但我還是要啞口道別任由我天空海闊
流翔去只要你白似冰雪寧願沒擁抱共你可到老
任由你來去自如在我心底仍愛慕如若碰到
他比我好只望停在遠處祝君安好雖不可親口細訴
寧願沒擁抱共你能夠終老任由你來去自如
在我心底仍愛慕如若碰到他比我好只望停在遠處
祝君安好多麼想親口細訴

GoodLucK

2009-10-04T23:08:00.000-07:00

7 of October my sister is going to equip herself and get to war...(PMR)..hope she can survive and can come back happily and tells me :bro , today's exam very easy xD I hope she can manage to score well in PMR goodluck sis~U CAN DO IT!!..I really hope she can do well in the PMR and don't after my steps..Now I am really regret for things i done 1 and a half year ago...Me and my friends oftenly went to cc (cybercafe) at that time even its near PMR we still never changed..but luckily i never get caught == because everytime we go ''pay visit'' we were wearing school uniform...feel surprise? Actually most of the cc visitors was students like us == .. I got something ridiculous to share with u all ..it happened 2 years ago..during my PMR i went to cc with my friends during the few hours break time...then when the result was out..T_T haihs~

Then, start from FORM4 i promised to myself i wont ever step into cc in school days or school uniform...Actually the aim i post all these is to REMIND all those students who still went to cc...WAKE UP la home don't have computer?CC waste money la...Computer games are viruses that would slowly kills your future and your everythings its better if don't ever play it...

Now , this is another story....
Did you ever in the situation where your friends ask you to do something or go somewhere but in fact you are thinking of reject them? Or maybe you will go even you are not in the mood for it?...If you go means you are currently pleasing them and unpleasing yourself did they ever know bout it? == But if you reject them when they show you the ''face'' i hope you all understand what i meant by it can u manage to reject them? Or you will just do like what i said..PLEASING THEM AND UNPLEASING YOURSELF? leave some comments so that i can know what will you do...answer honestly...

An advice to those who always follow their friends's will .... time to STAND UP!!!

Sad...

2009-09-25T09:15:00.000-07:00

Another day has passed but still my mood was same...haihs~ why la i am wondering what had actually happened suddenly my mood change become like this....still rotting infront of computer like what i usually do but dont know why...just like everythings is different now..>.<'' haihs..zzz

haihs....

2009-09-24T00:46:00.000-07:00

Haihs....dont know how to express my internal feelings now...dont know what else can say...haihs...APA SUDAH JADI? Siapa yang boleh beritahu saya?..haihs.....zzzz

Nice Day

2009-09-22T07:54:00.000-07:00

Today 22 of September..we had a match at SMK CONNAUGHT we come in 5 people...me(DH) , ben(KB) , min(TP) , wayne(DW) and brian(CB)...but there's alot people there when we reach there..i thought we have to play with all of them ...lucky it's only a 5v5 basketball game...
The most important thing is we WIN...although is a narrow win (31-28)
and the brada DOTA has lost the game haha=D..I able to get 9 points together with Ben...Min get 7 points..Wayne 4 points and our ''hope'' Brian 2 points...xD its a nice game and a nice win...Ben lead us to win with his supreme 3 points....a game wining shot..~...

thx to my friends who helped me in changing the templates of my blog

ENJOY~

2009-09-17T07:55:00.000-07:00

FINALLY the damn trial is over , too excited ^^ after school playing ball with my friends~enjoy >.<
Dont know how to describe...just too excited~ happy holiday DUDES!!

Merdeka~

2009-08-30T21:17:00.000-07:00

HOU YEH~ malaysia celebrate merdeka again and for once more i wanna announce that SPM trial is on 2 of SEPTEMBER!! Honestly i tell u all i never touch any books this holiday...GENG!!...Anyway...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA~

AIKSS

2009-08-16T00:13:00.000-07:00

LIM...AIKSS why la why u always wanna play and play and play then get bad results only REGRET zz why la....
Why i just cant control myself from playing...now SPM is around the corner why i still want to waste my time zz 1 of SEPTEMBER is trial can i survive or i will die at the battleground =..=

Trial =..=

2009-08-01T21:05:00.000-07:00

Mr Wong is our school principal..and today he came to our class..and 1 wonderful sentence by him:PEOPLE STUPID NOT BECAUSE THEY ARE STUPID IS BECAUSE OF THEIR ATTITUDE..now is month of August i am going to face SPM TRIAL in one more month so its time to START ENGINE i am going to try my best and wonder what can i achieve =..= hopefully the results no more RED WORDS zz Its a promise to myself ^^

Birthday Month

2009-07-18T21:38:00.000-07:00

This month of JULY alot of my damm friends celebrating their birthday..Berikut merupakan detik-detik yang mengembirakan haha
Uncle Lim Zhi Hao haha
Football team? Newcastle?
Saw a malay over there? haha ONE MALAYSIA mar xdLook familiar? Its tao tao hahaha
Apa ini?Hope they will happy forever ^_^
And tonight is the first night i drink beer ..around 2 cans but still able to think and walk dont worry..but my face zz like DEWA GUAN YU zz.
We really enjoy ourselves at there AND ONE LAST WORD HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIN HENG
~

Choices

2009-07-17T09:50:00.000-07:00

Sometimes when we standing in the middle of choices.. its quite hard to make decision about what we should choose and what we shall not..
Its quite complicating !!We are human being ..After all we still not be able to against DESTINY and FATE =..=
SO JUST LET IT BE? OR MAKE IT BE?
its up to u^^

Yeah!!No!!

2009-07-10T20:00:00.000-07:00

Yeah!! my phone is back with me after 3 weeks ..FINALLY u are back to me ..and 10 of june we celebrate our brada's birthday..but no cream fight this time haha..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KOBE CHONG AND CARLOS TAN make some noise!! haha
NO!!11-07-09 is academic day..WTF man!!Believe me this is the day that most of the students hate to fullness..especially ME..xd

Finally..!!!

2009-05-29T06:41:00.000-07:00

28 of MAY 2009 , i went to buy handphone and the lucky phone is C510 !!^^ It was cyber-shot series ^^ ..WELCOME TO MY LIFE C510^^

Mid Year Exam

2009-05-10T02:16:00.000-07:00

13 of MAY battle of mid year exam starts =..= gg lo

=..=

2009-05-01T02:52:00.001-07:00

Lucky ( nice song )

2009-04-24T02:58:00.000-07:00

Lucky
(Jason Mraz feat. Colbie Caillat)

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Better Man

2009-04-18T22:26:00.000-07:00

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience
cause its not my fault
I know Ive been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around

I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But love is all around

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Lord I am really doing all i can to be a better man

The Time Has Come

2009-04-17T07:24:00.000-07:00

Time for mid-term exam is nearer and nearer it's TIME TO STUDY dudes ! Don't feel like everything is impossible make it possible before too late don't give yourself another chance to regret like an idiot . Study hard to achieve a better result and don't think that you still got alot of times . Study now U CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE !!IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING ♥☻☺♥

All The Citizen Of EARTH

2009-03-28T00:47:00.001-07:00

To all the citizen of earth , PLEASE off your lights for 1 hour from 8.30-9.30 pm tonight (28March2009).DO your part as a CITIZEN OF EARTH . WE CAN DO IT. I will off computer for 1 hour i know is hard to believe but u will see me offline in GARENA and MSN (not appear offline) =.=
JUST DO IT~~☻☺™

Earth Hour 2009

2009-03-27T23:16:00.000-07:00

Earth Hour invites one billion people in more than 2800 cities representing 83 countries to turn off their lights for one hour – tonight, Saturday, March 28 from 8:30pm to 9:30pm in their local time zone. On this day, cities around the world, including Paris, Sydney, London, Cairo, New York, Los Angeles and Cape Town, will join together to demonstrate their commitment to energy conservation and sustainability. Here's how you can participate:

All you have to do to Vote Earth is turn your lights out for one hour tonight, Saturday, March 28 from 8:30pm to 9:30pm local time, in your city. Your light switch is your vote!
Set your computer's power management and save up to $60 on your electricity bill and nearly half a ton of C02 over the next twelve months. Climate Savers Computing Initiative provides instructions on how you can save electricity all year long through efficient computing.
Join Earth Connect and share your opinions about climate change through blogs, e-mails, and Twitter. The goal is to gather one billion words to present at the United Nations Climate Change Conference in Copenhagen in December.
If you are affiliated with a college, help your university reduce its environmental impact by adopting green computing practices. Pledge to Power Down for the Planet and create a video to teach others about the importance of energy efficient computing in the fight against climate change.

Earth Hour is about more than dimming lights for sixty minutes; it’s about making a commitment to reduce energy consumption throughout the year. As Google's business grows, we want to make sure we minimize our impact on the Earth's climate through responsible environmental practices every hour, every day.

Time Wasting

2009-03-19T20:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday , i spent around 7 hours without doing anything except watching the fucking movie "LOVE MATTER" . Not very interesting for me but for SOMEONE i know that he will enjoy the MOMENT not the movie i think...But luckily , yesterday i have did something good for first time , a blind couple request me to bring them to cross the road . At the moment they hold my hand i can really feel their appreciation , they keep say "TERIMA KASIH" . This is my very first time to help a blind person , my heart really feel like happy after helping them. ^^
But , still cannot change the fact of "TIME WASTING".XD

14 February of every year....

2009-02-14T20:03:00.000-08:00

I hate Valentine's day ...don't ask for reason i really hate it thats all....

Happy CNY

2009-01-30T22:11:00.000-08:00

Here comes the CNY hope u all enjoy it...and happy Chinese New Year to everyone ^^.

Year 2009

2008-12-31T22:06:00.000-08:00

This the first post of 2009 , Happy New Year ...

Yeah , happy new year~~. Thats what everyone told me but do u all really happy with new year? It means that SPM is on the way and we are going to face it . Do u really happy?

Everythings are going to restart again , school days is coming soon Q(-.-Q) I HATE it . Hopefully wishes of u guys will come true ^_^ .....

Something unexpected...

2008-12-17T21:03:00.000-08:00

17 of December 2008 , I go Sunway with 5 friends , should be 8 people but some people ''put aeroplane'' T_T . We go there by ''BOOBIES" car . lol We reached sunway around 10.05 am . We had our breakfast at food stall while waiting for ''Hai Hin" aka Ah Hai .

We start playing at 12 o'clock , at here is where the amazing started , 1 of my friend has calling a kid as handsome then a girl was looking at him , so he smile with him ,then my friend replied with a smile also .

Firstly , we go played ''Private Revenge'' but only can sit 5 ppl a row so I solo with an adult . The game started , all the people shouted like crazy . But , i really dont know why I dont scared with it lol .Then , we go played ''Tomahawk'' that girl that smiled with 1 of my friends just now was going to play it too . Again , they two looked at each other and smiled again .

We played a lot of games at there before we go ate dinner and we also met the girl many times maybe it was FATED . 1 of my friend challenge me to get her phone number RM 100 as reward . I accepted , but we cant met her at the time they challenge me . We enjoyed ourselves until 5.30 pm then we went to dinner .

After we had our dinner , we met the girl again this was really fated i think . My friend wanted to get her handphone number but no people dare to walk close her because she was shopping with a gang of friends . It will extremely humiliating if she rejects to give number .

The girl knew that my friend want her number after someone doing something . We all felt dissapointed after my friend cant get her number and here is where amazing happened but for giving my friend face so I wont write out what has happened ^^ sorry for all the reader ...

Sivik Camp ^_^

2008-11-16T18:32:00.000-08:00

14 of November 2008 , we went to Raub for our sivik project . We stayed at Bernum Hill Resort , name only like resort actually is a PLKN places (Program Latihan Khidmat Negara) . The travel from Kuala Lumpur to Raub , Pahang takes around 10 hours really amazing right? t(-.-t) . Teacher told us that we late because of the ''MAK" driver , we should went to elephant places first but the clever driver go to the resort then on the way to resort he turned back to elephant places i really speechless =.=

When the time we reached the elephant places , we felt happy because can see the elephants but teacher told us that actually we can wash the elephant bodies but because it was late because of the clever driver so we can only see the elephant T_T But , there are only 6 elephants i thought got 20 elephants there @_@ . At the time we going to leave , suddenly all laughed because 1 of the elephants has "STEAM" but just only for pee , it was long and huge ^_^ , after pee its penis become small again .

At the time 5 pm we reached the resort , we started our travel at 7 am so u guess how long we have seated at bus , really t(-.-t) . At there we really enjoyed ourselves but got 1 disadvantage we have to take bath together T_T . U can naked or u can wear a underwear to take bath without a door to block . So when we turned our head we can maybe saw something that we also haved =) . I knew u all understand what i said ^_^ .

When the time we stayed at resort , we did alot of things like playing cards , psp , watching VIDEO , chating , sms with girlfriend ( i dont have) ... When we first time eat the lunch prepared by the worker at there , we really felt surprised because there was alot of dishes over there =)
and u can eat until u vomit also can . After eat we started ice breaking ( introducing ownself ) , then only night walk ( it was a easy job ) =) . After night walk we taked bath then played card and gambling =) i won 10 bucks but after ''PAID BILLS'' left 5 bucks to myself i only used 1 bucks to play and win back 10 bucks =) . We played until around 2.30 am only sleep . So the next day when teacher waked us up at 7 am all got the Panda Eye on their face ^_^ .

The second day , we played flying fox ( really GOOD GAME ) , river crossing , jungle trecking and many more .When we playing flying fox , 1 of my friend John Chin he stucked at the middle and can't moved any further it was really funny , if u saw the moment and u don't laugh i give u 10 bucks =) . Then , when jungle trecking time , Chern Shern hide in room to play BOOBIES 's psp , don't missunderstand boobies is a man called KOK WENG we called him boobies for certain reason . When teacher go checked dorm 1 by 1 Chern Shern , Chih Yen and Kok Weng stayed at dorm . Kok Weng is because of sick , Chih Yen is because of not feeling well , but the fatty Chern Shern is because wanted to played Kok Weng's psp t(-.-t) . But if he really followed us to jungle trecking i think he will maybe cause a problem to us because u all know la jungle trecking need to climb here jump there if he followed ...

After jungle trecking , we go take bath and ready for telematch , my favourite basketball again . We played from 9 pm until 2 am , don't feel surprised because we usually play also around 5-6 hours . @_@ All slept like a ''DIED PIG'' after the game and at third day all woke up only at 12 pm ... Breakfast also skipped , and almost reached time for lunch =) . When the time of 2 pm , we traveled back to MBS , Kuala Lumpur and there is the end of Sivik Camp ^_^ .

Losing To 4M

2008-11-11T16:51:00.000-08:00

11 of November 2008 , we have lost the basketball match against our enemy 32-30 we lost two points to them . The mistake is made by me why i would let Wayne to marked the Fuat Wai
that is higher than him , if i am the one who mark him this would not be happen . The last ball was a buzzer beater by Fuat Wai and he was marked by Wayne because of my miss marked . I felt sorry for my team , there was no doubt it was my fault . Sorry , my teammate...

My another good teammate , Kai Min why your finger injured at this important match that can effect our win or lose WHY? T_T . If your finger didn't injured at this time maybe we can win the match but all the things has passed . Now , no matter what i said it was all too late .

I am very unhappy about my shoe , why i will fall down at the time Se An(captain of 4W) passed a good ball to me i am going to take the ball to shoot 3 points to lead back the game BUT WHY....? What can i do now ? I also don't know maybe I just can felt dissapoint at the time my mind replay this moments T_T

SORRY MY TEAMMATE

GamE

2008-11-07T05:38:00.000-08:00

Yesterday , 6 of November 2008 our class , 4W are ready for the game with 4K but who knows after heavy rain . Their ****ing captain come and tell us that his team was not around so he surrender because of heavy rain they all went home liao T_T . Actually i felt like want to scold him because why our team can wait them until they school end but they just sent a stupid come to tell us that his teammate was not around . Actually , if they dont surrender , i think the result should be the same WE WILL SWEEP THEM ^_^ .
Today , 7 of November 2008 , our class played the inter-class basketball game with 4A . We won the game , but i can feel the feeling of Tee Ken because whole team is depends on him and he has already tried his best but still cant run away from FATE .T_T But in this game i never scores , after the match 4M(one of the fierce rivals) ask us for a friendly match . For sure , our FEARLESS class has accept their offer . One of the main player , Kai Min has injured his middle finger ^_^ so our friendly game between 4W and 4M was a close game really close game we win 5 points only . (28-33)

to be continued

Freedom

2008-10-27T22:52:00.000-07:00

After 3 weeks exam , i finally get back my freedom =.= , but the result T_T . Its been long time i din't blog . That day , when playing the basketball match between 4A and 4W i really play like a noob T_T . Whole team except me all get scores , its only me ....T_T . The scores was 48-37 my class(4W) has won . After 2 days , 4M decide to have a basketball friendly match with 4A . The referee of that match is BETA ^_^ , but I am the only referee so sometime judge wrong it should be normal cause i am only a normal human ... I want to tell Thomas that actually that time really 4M ball cause Kang Lun kicks out the ball . But u also listened what he told me la right? That was really a close game need to play until overtime (48-44) . It was an interesting game . Now , i am enjoying my freedom ...

to be continued

2008-10-02T03:01:00.000-07:00

The Party

2008-10-01T07:25:00.000-07:00

For giving Hoe Thean and Samantha a surprise , we decided to buy a cake to them . Of cause ,we share money not solo pay=.= lolx .When we bought the cake went Hoe Thean's house ,we saw many people's have come .At 8.00 pm we have our dinner but dont know why after i shoot a air-ball then heavy rain fall liao . Me felt sorry to Hoe Thean and his friends because of i shoot air-ball then rain fall me know is my fault for the air-ball =.= .At around 10.30 , we start to eat cakes that we bought and Hoe Thean's parents bought .After blow candles , then the world war III has started but its weaponless .=.= Because we using cakes for wars LOLx , all the boys got cakes on their face except Wayne and those girls .(Feel Not Fair) Our face just like doing facial. hahaha!!!
After cleaning the tables and cakes we went back home . Thats all about The Party .^_^

Before Go Friends House

2008-10-01T07:00:00.000-07:00

On 30 on September of 2008 , is my friend Hoe Thean's birthday party in his house .A lot of people went there, most of them is MBS student. At 8.30 am ,me ,Hoe Thean ,Lam Fom , Se An and Thomas reach the basketball court and start our Malaysia Mixtape Tour =.= LOL . Then ,Weng Seng and Shan Huay come join us to play basketball .Suddenly ,got 1 ppl from other court come to challenge us , we see his dog face ^.^ like pro then we don't accept .Then , we start our own game... After 1 hour of playing basketball , i felt tired so i and Thomas went cycling .The dog face's gang challenge us again but i am too tired too play so onli Se An(Kobe Bryant) ,Lam Fom(Lebron James) ,Hoe Thean(Jason Kidd) ,Chern Shern(Carlos Boozer) and Shan Huay (donnoe who=.=) play wif those ''pro'' .HAHAHA!!!
After cycling for 15 minutes , Thomas and I went back to basketball court .Firstly ,i thought my friends losing in the match .BUT , when i ask the points LOLx 24-4 my friends SAPU them just like USA team playing with Noob Team .They still want to challenge us , they wearing basketball shoes , team jersey and acting pro there .But who knows , they are ****ing noob .^_^

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regret...

Finally =)

First Year :D

I'M BACK

sem break~

WELCOME BACK =)

6th months(half year) anniversary ♥♥

finally

happy X)

college life -.-

6 days le

1st of May

she's back!!!!!

yea!!

4th month anniversary~

boring~

yes! no !

19th days

15th days..

9th days without dear

4th days without dear ~

3rd Days without Dear

2nd days without dear

Day Without Dear----01

Movies =)

sunway =)

11 March 2010

9 of March

3rd March 2010

2nd month anniversary

22 of February 2010

CNY @ Valentine's

tooth fairy =]

J 13 = January 13 / =X

happy =]

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my friends

2009-2010

Love xD

Extreamly Happy =D

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=D

=]

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haha

-.- (english version)

失败者的告白 T____T

The End

比我幸福。。。陈晓东

成绩。。

Finally..

Nice Song

The Time Has Come

Class Party~

Graduation Day... 毕业典礼。。。

1 more month to go =..=''

我的倾诉...

张智霖 祝君好

GoodLucK

Sad...

haihs....

Nice Day

ENJOY~

Merdeka~

AIKSS

Trial =..=

Birthday Month

Choices

Yeah!!No!!

Finally..!!!

Mid Year Exam

=..=

Lucky ( nice song )

Better Man

The Time Has Come

All The Citizen Of EARTH

Earth Hour 2009

Time Wasting

14 February of every year....

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