From 28 FEB 2011 , i passed my driving ,
but till today 17 APRIL 2011 ,
i not even touching the gear of a manual car ,
i wonder why i went to learn driving ,
i'm just wasting my money ,
i should have wait,
wasted 1 k for that another "ID" to prove myself a Malaysian,
i know i shouldn't say all these,
but i really don't understand why,
maybe i shouldn't complain a lot as there are many people didn't drive
even at age of 20++
but ,
i got a driving license
i'm not learning it and waste 1k for fun,
i ain't going drive to far places,
just wanna drive near my area,
or maybe go find my gf or friends,
seriously i'm upset with this,
i know i'm a beginner ,
but since i got my license,
not even a people bother to teach me,
everyone say when they are free,
but at the time they're free,
they just find some crap excuses such as
wait few more days la, you're still new, don't have extra cars or tired
seriously i'm really fed up
feel like i'm a stupid fool
why i go get myself a driving license at the time i knew myself just won't able to drive anyshit?
i really don't know how to express out my unhappy,
FUCK THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

maybe for those who are currently viewing this post might feel ,
i'm not the only one who can't drive a car,
but ,
all i want is to save my time when i wanna find my gf ,
save my time when i wanna find my friends,
i know many of u guys might feel i'm just too greedy
u wouldn't fucking understand my fucking feeling
don't u?
i don't really like to be fetched seriously,
when the time i wanna back home,
i have to persuade my friends to fetch me back ,
i got a fucking license but i can't even drive a shit
i'm feeling like i just threw 1k into deepest part of a ocean
maybe i'm still not mature enough,
because many of you guys think public transport is cheaper or fetch by friends is great,
or maybe driving is tiring,
but for me,
i rather waste money & time to drive,
i just wanna drive,
but i know,
the situation just won't allow me to do so,
i'm thinking like since i can't drive for now,
why am i still so silly go throw 1k for driving,
till the moment i'm able to drive
maybe i already forgot how to shift gear
seriously i'm deeply disappointed and upset,
when i telling these out,
people will just come and comfort me with
fetch by people is one of the happiest things , or save money of whatsoever rubbish damn shit

i just can't control myself when i talk about these
got to calm myself.. :(