Its been a long long long time since my last update ,

From 28 FEB 2011 , i passed my driving ,
but till today 17 APRIL 2011 ,
i not even touching the gear of a manual car ,
i wonder why i went to learn driving ,
i'm just wasting my money ,
i should have wait,
wasted 1 k for that another "ID" to prove myself a Malaysian,
i know i shouldn't say all these,
but i really don't understand why,
maybe i shouldn't complain a lot as there are many people didn't drive
even at age of 20++
but ,
i got a driving license
i'm not learning it and waste 1k for fun,
i ain't going drive to far places,
just wanna drive near my area,
or maybe go find my gf or friends,
seriously i'm upset with this,
i know i'm a beginner ,
but since i got my license,
not even a people bother to teach me,
everyone say when they are free,
but at the time they're free,
they just find some crap excuses such as
wait few more days la, you're still new, don't have extra cars or tired
seriously i'm really fed up
feel like i'm a stupid fool
why i go get myself a driving license at the time i knew myself just won't able to drive anyshit?
i really don't know how to express out my unhappy,
FUCK THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

maybe for those who are currently viewing this post might feel ,
i'm not the only one who can't drive a car,
but ,
all i want is to save my time when i wanna find my gf ,
save my time when i wanna find my friends,
i know many of u guys might feel i'm just too greedy
u wouldn't fucking understand my fucking feeling
don't u?
i don't really like to be fetched seriously,
when the time i wanna back home,
i have to persuade my friends to fetch me back ,
i got a fucking license but i can't even drive a shit
i'm feeling like i just threw 1k into deepest part of a ocean
maybe i'm still not mature enough,
because many of you guys think public transport is cheaper or fetch by friends is great,
or maybe driving is tiring,
but for me,
i rather waste money & time to drive,
i just wanna drive,
but i know,
the situation just won't allow me to do so,
i'm thinking like since i can't drive for now,
why am i still so silly go throw 1k for driving,
till the moment i'm able to drive
maybe i already forgot how to shift gear
seriously i'm deeply disappointed and upset,
when i telling these out,
people will just come and comfort me with
fetch by people is one of the happiest things , or save money of whatsoever rubbish damn shit

i just can't control myself when i talk about these
got to calm myself.. :(

Its been awhile since my last post =)
now my exam already over :D
i break for a month teehee =]

yesterday ,
we celebrated gavin lee kang lun A/L lee poh woh birthday LOL
sing K at sungai wang greenbox
had fun and enjoyed :)

I got a big great news to share ,
and that is...
MY PHONE IS FINALLY BACK TO ME :D
after 6 or 7 months
finally finally finally
=]

and for those who aren't going back hometown this CNY ,
i got a movie suggest for you all--------Great Day (天天好天 )
it was a nice movie :D
this movie had changed my mind
and i decided to go back hometown =)

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It's been a long time , a long long time ,
after few million times of request by my gf ,
i think its about time to update my blog to prevent getting punches
LOL

I can't really remember for how many months,
I didn't update the blog ,
LOL ,
I'm here to apologize to my gf
cause i had promised her long time ago
but end up didn't update
due to laziness haha

Few days ago ,
I went to KLIMS (kuala lumpur international motor show)
guess what?
perodua and proton is so ambitious =)
their showgirls is really SOMETHING you don't really wanna miss ,
the proton showgirl wore like a air hostess =.=
and WHEN YOU SEE THEIR FACE , THERE'S NOT A THING THAT YOU WANNA SAY ,
CAUSE THEY ARE AMUSING , JUST THE WAY THEY ARE .

About cars , proton and perodua showed their very POWERFUL CONCEPT CARS .
But ,
its always a concept ,
it won't be sell i think ,
cause its almost impossible for them to make such a nice car using our technology .

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About me ,
going face final exam few more weeks later ,
not prepare yet ,
LOL ,
and this month is December ,
which means my relationship with my gf ( LOW SIU WAI )
almost one year from 24-12-2009
just few more days to go =)

Being a good bf is really not an easy task
but i will try my very best to do it =)
I'm not a superman , but i will try to make YOU happy always
although sometimes we might get in argue ,
but i think every couple should have face it right?
haha

I'm not a very good bf and even a sweet talker ,
perhaps I'm a good listener =]
but sometimes i might give my opinions
and i know it would be hurt
because my tongue is the most powerful weapon of world =)
it can tear your heart easily =)

I just wanna let you know ,
I'm happy for having you as my gf ,
I would love you more if you allow me to =)

I always hopes that I can make you happy all the time
But somehow ,
my stupid mouth and tongue hurts you more than cheer you
=X
I apologize to you my DEAR

I hope you can forgive me
and I really LOVE YOU even more than words can say =]
I'm so happy to have you as gf
I LOVE YOU LOW SIU WAI <3

I don't care what will happen in the future ,
even the world ends at 2012 ,
or world war III will starts ,
I will be right there for you If you allow me to .

I<3u

after the exam ,
we are given 3 weeks of holiday ,
sounds great right?
the first day of holiday ,
I can feel how "great" was the holiday..
SIEN ! SIEN ! SIEN !

and yesterday (9/9/10)
i felt sick .
and this is really sucks .
the body felt like got burnt ,
and dizzy all the day .
FUCK IT!!

I haven't start enjoy my holiday
and yet i fall sick now!!
Damn the fucking flu ,
fucking fucked my holiday up!!
stupid asshole !!

From 25 JUNE 2010 until now ,
its really been awhile since i update my blog ,
some is calling it as a DEAD BLOG ,
and persuade me to update it ,
its not that i don't want to but I'm just too lazy =]
BUT NOW ,
I am gonna to "revive" it .

24 of JULY ,
was my 7th months anniversary with HER ,
we were enjoying ourselves =)
although I can't really remember where we went for dating on that day
but ,
as long as be with her ,
no matter at where ,
I WAS ENJOYED =)

28 of JULY which was Wednesday ,
I finished my class at 5.30 pm ,
then ,
went for a walk at night market with her =]
just because that I wanna see her .

30 of JULY , Friday .
we both went to sing at LOW YAT REDBOX .
by the time I woke up at 11 am ,
I knew that I'm having a sore throat ,
and yet I was about to sing ,
but who cares , HAHA
then we both had a great time at there ,
and of course with my sexy voice haha .
After the singing , we went to Secret Recipe's and then T-Bowl Restaurant ,
at Sungai Wang =]
and guess what?
the food we ordered was about fried chicken and tomyam .
my voice became SEXIER haha .
After that meal ,
we went to buy 2 tickets for Saturday =)
The Sorcerer's Apprentice and SALT .
the two hottest movie of the week .

At 31 of July ,
we watched it =)
was nice =)

Today , the very first day of August 2010 .
was a great day .
But in deep of my heart ,
I wasn't really that happy .
All of a sudden , felt like I'm always a person whom broke promises .
Sometimes , I doubted that decision I made was really my heart's will?
or I'm just fooling around and wished to had great fun ?
I knew I'm always that type of "fooling around" people .

well ,
Should end it here and I promised to update always =)

TO BE CONTINUED